| i have desided... |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
this will be my last post. i am going to delete this journal. it has been a bundle of fun and not fun so i guess i will talk to you guys on the outside.
my cell number is 437-3805
my screen name is lessthenekaj
well thats about it. i think i can live without a live journal. goodbye. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|08:38 am] |
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my journal is friends only now. |
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| ill touch it if you ask me to but how is upppp to you,, |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|05:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | coheed and cambria | ] |
gosh i got a lot of shit on my mind and i think im going to snap before i can do anything about it.
umm i finished my book...it was lovely i wanted to make love to it in the middle of class when i finished because i fell in love wih it. i think i am ganna go buy the first one thingy to it called angels and demons by dan brown oh gosh i cant wait!!
umm i cant wait till this weekend it should be splended!!
ive been thinking about a lot of crap and i need to just go on anoher vacation and have fun again..i ned to get away from it all maybe it is jsut time for me to move..maybe i will just do that. or i can go to a doctor and see what the fuck is wrong with me..ehh i might as well just die. |
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| get the fuck out of my way, im in the worste mood,.... |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|11:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ZzZzZzzzzZZzzzzZzzzZzZzZzZzzzzZzZzzZzzZZzz | ] |
friday_went to IRF with maddy it was a good old time mary came with us its cool getting to know more people. well IRF was the only good band there and we saw blake and juan and i gave then a ride home it was all in good fun =)
saterday_had the bon fire. it was really fun hanging out with max les and nattie. we made a funny movie and had a good old time playin the question game kekeke.
sunday_went home from my moms droped off the kiddys and then went to the punk rock BBQ haha losers! they are some funny kids though! yea i got to play with darrens snake floyd it is so awesome!! keke then i walked home and umm hung out then cole came over and we hung out and it was nice to hang out with him because we havent hung out in like a week so yea.
monday_it sucked i hate school i want it to be over! i am so excited for next yea i picked classes and everything. short day it was nice to go home early. well after school i got burritos and i brought one to kt my dad and cole. arnt i nice?? lol and umm then i went to coles house and i slept till about 530 ish then we went to starbucks and then hung out and just really hung out i showed him the video of this weekend and i think he thought it was hummerable lol is that even a word?? oh well. and yea then i came home and now i am online yayaya
tomorrow_i think i am giving blood i am kinda scared but i should do it for my fellow man even though i hate needles and everything like that ehh i dont get it i was able to get my lip pierced but i am scared to give blood how does that work?? argagaga
gosh!!! i am almost done with my book i am so excited i think i am ganna go read it now! |
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| "ill touch you if you ask me to, but how is up to you.." |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|10:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | coheed and cambria | ] |
umm i have coheed stuck in my head muhaha it should be hella funny when me and maddy go to warped toour! muhahahahhahahahahaha. yea i am hungry and i dont wanna be at school but im tring not to miss anymore days and tring not to ditch even though i know i will get wearry and ditch to get coffe or burritos and stuff.
umm i wanna move now..i think i will...byebye
umm i need to find a job and i wanna go swimming and i wanna go to the beach maybe i will do that this weekend if anyone wants to come with me let me know cuz that should be hella fun to go to the beach and then have like a bon fire.
this saterday me and leslie are having a bon fire and if you wanna come let me know so i can tell my mom how many people are going so far it is
me
leslie
nattie
max
katie
glenny
and anyone else if we aprove of you going...okay
yea i just thought it would be fun and yea we all would have a lot of fun and recaop on all our fat memories..muhahhaa |
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[Mar. 7th, 2004|03:27 pm] |
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i saw the new mel gibson movie about jesus...i really have no words but to go see it. yea |
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| hummm..thats only a little sad right?? |
[Mar. 4th, 2004|05:11 pm] |
♥Amy and ♥Thats it | - May one day conceive no genius kids.
- Enjoy opportunities to listen to music together exuberantly.
- Are rumoured to be behind a food poisoning ring.
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| my kittie is gone =( |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|05:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | poo poopoopooo | ] |
well my kittie is gone and i love him so someone needs to bringhim back to me beofre i get sad and depressed an kill myself....=(
anyway....
yea i was thinking today..and i dont do that much... well im not sure what iw as thinking about i think i might write a book. i think it would be interesting. it wouldnt be a normal book though it would be some of my life some thoughts and some randomly placed things. it would be interesting.....hummmm.
well i have to study for like 3 tests that i have to take tomorrow i think i am just ganna stay at school and study in the liberary.
i dont know anything anymore... im not sure how i am thinking today or for the past few days..hummm i got to go.. |
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| "do you wanna know what i think of you," |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|07:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "im falling down and your not there to catch my fall" | ] |
well it is about 730 am and i am sitting here doing nothing at all!! argagaga!
well alst night was saterday and all i did was sit..yep thats about it. all i did was sit..ohhh!! yea i also fell asleep at like 830 or something. kool hu??
today i hve a lot of homework i have to do...that doesnt mean i am ganna do it though.
i learned a new song on the guitar....black bird by the beatles. it sounds cool!!
yea i think my dad is ganna buy my drums off me because he doesnt want me to sell them so yea he wants them for his new house, he wants the house to have a music theme...kool for him though he is a funny little china man lol kekeke
umm i think i am ganna ride my dads 50 to day..keke they are so much fun to ride i wanna bring it up to the hills so that way i can do jumps and what not keke i was trying to do wheelies yesterday when iw as riding them with kt and gleen but i wasnt quite there yet. lol it sound be fun though...maybe cole will come with me?? i dontknow. well see.
well i dont relaly know what i am even typeoing anymore cuz i have nothing really to say but umm....
i ordered mine and maddys thursday tickets!!!! yeeeeeehaaaaaaaa they should be here in a few days!!! keke i am so exsited!!!! i am ganna throw up. i am ganna stock thursday till i meet them all and take a picture with them then make sweet sweet love to each of them......did i type that??? opps! |
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| "when will you just tell the truth," |
[Feb. 28th, 2004|08:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tusnami bomb | ] |
im going to my mommys in a little bit to pick up the car.
i want uncle wongs!!!!!! yum yum!
i dont know what else i am ganna do this evening maybe i will hang out with kt or something if she wants to hang out with me...
i want to get my france pics printed out so that way i can show everyine i will still post them online though so maybe in afew days i will put them on my web site and make a button for france trip so if anyone is interested i wil post them if not i dont care lol
ive desided to sell my drum set but my dad really wants e to keep it so i dont know i wana buy an guitar reallly bad and an acordian...humm.
ive been sick for the past few days, i wish it would just go away!!
"even though im always gone doesnt mean im not thinking of you all the time,
we can run away, leave behind anything on paper,
when i go to bed alone, when im aabout to fall apart,
lets create are own world, made of trust simple and honest, ill play you a song youve never ever heard" |
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| i would like you to leave us alone |
[Feb. 27th, 2004|06:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
this is too all the people that are talking about my relasionship when they shouldnt be....
why are you guys still talking about it>??? why dont you mind your own business and stay out of ours. worry about your guys relationships because we only need two people worrying about ours me and him. and you guys dont know whats going on half the time. |
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| in english... |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|11:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lllalallalala | ] |
god what am i doing???
i need another vacation, the one i went on isnt long enough,
it is rainging a lot out side i hope my car doesnt run out of gas i think it is ganna i dont know what i am ganna do this day..i dont wanna go to 5th i wanna go home..
leslie is funny and she makes me laugh..
i am hungry and want some food...chiosie food!!! china food!! yeeehaaa
i want to go back to paris i want to go back rreaally bad!! i want to lay in my bed right now..that would be nice
im hungry. im lost.
im
okay bye |
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| "seasons have changed, winter to spring..." |
[Feb. 24th, 2004|09:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blink 182 | ] |
lastnight_ i have no feels but for him, i dont want to hurt him, i know i did, i dont know what is running threw my mind, i dont know, i have no pulse for myself, i have nothing, i cant do thhis to anyone, i dont want to do it to anyone, u will find someone better...
well i didnt go to school today i have really bad jet lag and i think i am ganna throw up cuz i ate a lot last night when i went out with miss neve and andrew and shantell.
my week in france_ i loved it thats all i have to say, i will list a few funnny things that happened to me while i was there..
-locked in the phone booth
-little cars
-broke the bathroom door handle in the plane
-"grandma dead in the plane"
-andrew living off 3 euros for a few days lol
-metro ride with people exsted and running off the train
-miss neves multipule face exprestions
-trying to many different types of wine
-boy on the plane slipping me his digets
-me and andrew and our ass wars lol
-helping someone that wa locked in the same phone booth i was once in
-ryle spraying herself in the eyes with eyeglass cleaner
-"extra large"
-walking in on 2 people...andrew
-european keyboards
-british lady
-trying to talk in french
-geting told by an old man to be quite when i was wispering
-angela and her loudness
-trying to sleep on the plane and andrew pluggin my nose
-not knowing if the european guys were gay or streight
-loud bums asking for money in the metro with nice shoes on
-getting lost in the metro
-cool pictures
-different languages everywere you turn
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and a lot more other things...........................
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if you dont understand anything on my list or have a question let me know and i will tell yea the story lol |
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| hahaha im at an internet café!!!!!!! |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|05:35 pm] |
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| |  devious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | im ganna drink tonight at an irish pub | ] |
paris is so much fun!!!!!! and all of you are losers because you arnt here!!! i cant wait till i move here!!!!! yehaaaaa
im sad though because today is my last day!!!
well i have to go to meet miss nevé for din din!!
amélie
ps kt i miss yea sis!!! |
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| sexy sexy pictures!!!! of me!!!! yeeeeeehaaaaaaaa |
[Feb. 13th, 2004|07:07 pm] |
these are some really cool pictures...
this is me as a sexy french hooker!! kekeke
this is my blood red hand after i dyed the sides of my hair!!keke
well i am going to france so see yea!!!!
leslie is a funny girl that is a good best friend kekekeke...
i ganna have a good ass time!! |
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| i feel to puke.... |
[Feb. 13th, 2004|11:26 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | thursday | ] |
well im in english right now. nothing really to do but my work i just wanna go to france so im not ganna do work today lol im just ganna go and pack!! yeeeeeehaaaaaaa
i havent writen in a while...oh well no one cares anyways.
well i go to france tomorrow. i kinda nervous. i kinda wanna be on the plane. keke i cant wait.
lastnight_ went to the party store to buy stuff for french club. it feels like i am doin a lot more work then people are oh well i dont mind it isnt like i have anything else better to do or anything oh weell. well when we got back to miss neves room i think she was ganna die so we went to in-n-out burger..... it was really good. i dont considere it fast food though.. so i think i am fine i am still on my diet i havent eaten any really crappy food for a while. so i good. i lost some wait i just need to lose a little bit more.
today_ well i am planing on going to my moms house around 730pm ish and yea i have to pack and i think me and cole are ganna hang out i have to go to the mall and get some shoes thats dont have a big fat hole in the side of it then i have to come home and pack more and morwe and more and clean and hang out with my dad and yea. it shoiuld be ok
i want to just be gone...
"im goign to kill myself tomorrow..."
"10 seconds left until midnight,
9 chances to drowned ourselfs in black hair dye,
8 faces turned away from the shock,
7 windows and,
6 of them locked,
5 stories falling,
4 ever and ever,
3 cheers to the mirror and now the,
2 of us,
can we have 1 last dance"
sorry if i fucked up the lyrics.... |
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| "it was so good i thought i was ganna pee myself" |
[Feb. 12th, 2004|11:26 am] |
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well i think i am ganna throw up!!! only 2 more days i just hope i will live threw them, it will be hard to but it is for happyness and i cant wait!!.
im in art right now and have finished all of the projects so i am sitting...i want to go ahng out with kool kats and relax. i cant wait till im gone!!!!!
"if it makes you happy, why the hell are you so sad" |
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| oh shit!!!! |
[Feb. 10th, 2004|11:53 pm] |
only 3 more days and i will be free,
i dont feel wel i hope i will cheer up before i leave, it doesnt look like it will though... |
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| im sleepy and want to go to france!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=) |
[Feb. 8th, 2004|05:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | color blind | ] |
well this weekend has been quit interesting..i will share it with you...
friday_ well leslie and max came over we watched a french film called 8 women. it was great i havent laughed like that for a long time lol. i really want to buy it. well then we went and got my dad an ice cream and attempted to make a movie but i dont think any of us were feeling up to it but thats okay it was somewhat random and maybe next time.
saturday_well i woke up around 820am and me and my dad and kt set up his slot car set and i played with it for a while it was all in good fun. then i got ready and i picked up andrew and we went to miss neves house. it was so freakin fun we went to the bunny place and we ate noodles and watched funny naked french men lol kekekekeke. if only you had a cool enough french teach to hang out with lol. and yea then we left arounfd 730 ish pm and then i droped off andrew and then i went over to coles house were we watched the brave little toaster and it was fun because i like that movie a lot then we played pool and then he brought me home and then i went to sleep kekeke.
sunday_well i didnt actually leave my room till about an hour ago. but in the morning cole brought me a bagle and it was yummy and then we watched movies and that was fun then he left now there are some kids here that are grovey and funny but there outside. i wanted to go to big 5 and stuff today but i didnt because it was to late when cole left.
tomorrow/monday_ well kt is ganna do my hair and we are ganna go shoping for some stuff for france and i think me and cole are ganna hang out and then i have class at 7 so yea.
how i feel_i dont feel well again. i think i might need to take some meds or something. or change something in my life stye or something that makes me happier. i dont know though i just cant stop feeling bad. i felt okay for about 4-7 days but i have been under so much stress and cant escape it. i dont know what to do. i have no one that i would want to talk to either. oh well.
i leave in france in 6 days so if you would like to LEAVE ME YOUR ADDRESS OR YOUR CALL ME TO GIVE ME YOUR ADDRESS SO I CAN SEND YOU A POST CARD!!!! =) |
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